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Sunday, November 18, 2007
18 November 2007
11:34 PM Yesterday was a bad day Yesterday, we had a class outing. And I realised, nobody is seems to care for me the way I care for them. let your heart out. There's no one there for me. Every single form of expression seems like it's never reciprocated. I'm just a wallpaper to people. I'm only called when I'm needed. Once, I received a friendster message from Sameerah and it said "What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?" It made me wonder, how many friends truly care? Ever felt abandoned and empty? Cause that's how I feel. I seem to tuned out of people's life. It hurts, because all I can think of when I'm with them, is that they don't care. They really don't care. I am nothing to them, but a useless toy. |